Monday, December 4, 2017

#DAshTalks Is it our Wedding Anniversary?

PC: giphy
Late night, a week before our wedding anniversary

Me: We need to book a table somewhere for this Sunday right?

Awin: Why this Sunday?

Me *with excuse me? Are you serious look* You have no idea, do you?

Awin: Err...I do...*checks Google calendar* Oh....Anniversary? Yes..Yes..Anniversary...What else could it be..Ha Ha...

PS: Now I am wondering, If it wasn't for the Google Calendar, could I have demanded a huge gift for forgetting our anniversary?

Friday, November 10, 2017

#DAshTalks Moti-Waiting Talks

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One chilly evening after work, while I was enjoying my green tea, this conversation started to brew;

Me: I was 48 kgs 3 years back...How can someone put on so much in 3 years?  The Google, obviously says I am overweight for my height





Awin *comes close, hold my hand,looks in my eyes and very sweetly says* Hey, You aren't over-weight, You are just under-height. Chill! 

This man knows exactly how to make me smile. It feels so Moti-Waiting now



Friday, October 13, 2017

#DashTalks: Kabali Wife

NOTE: This blog post will be relevant to the Tamil or Tamil knowing reader population

*Me in a filmy mood enters home after work*

Me: Naan vanduten
Tirumbi Vanduten nu
Karthaley epdi poneno apadiye tirumbi vanduten
Pondaati Daaaaa

Awin: *no expression stares as if he doesn't recogonize his PONDAATI*

PS: Non-tamil understanding folks.The above dialog is stolen from the movie KABALI.
Play the video for the original dialog.

Magizchi!

Video courtesy Youtube

Thursday, September 28, 2017

CTT: Labels

I am labels

I was born and labelled as my parents daughter
In minutes I was labelled with my religion,my stars, my relatives


Over the years the labels increased

Some labels fell off
Some were ripped that left a mark on me
While some just got into my skin and might stay for life
I am a set of labels for life
So, are everyone else
This post is inspired by one line on Twitter by someone who's name I don't remember anymore


PC

Saturday, September 16, 2017

CTT: Reflections

She stood in front of the mirror and saw the reflection of her eyes
So much hurt, in there lies

She put black kohl in one eye and looked up that mirror again
While one eye looked happy, the other reflected her pain

She carefully covered the bruises under her eye
The thoughts of it only made her cry

She applied a crimson red lipstick, for it hid the bloodied red scar
Her smile seems to be lost very far

To the world, she looked happy & shiny as a star
Somewhere deep down happy is the only emotion that her heart yearned for


PC

Friday, August 18, 2017

Wednesday, August 2, 2017

CTT: Lessons Learnt After My Wedding Shopping

I got married a few years back, and since its the wedding season and a very close friend of mine is getting married. I thought maybe I should wear my "Auntyji" cap and share the top five lessons I learnt after my wedding about wedding shopping

1. I spent all of my savings for my wedding - Bad idea
Keep a budget in mind for everything. Wedding is just one day. Use that money for honeymoon, or beautifying your new home after the wedding day

2. Do not spend too much on heavy sarees and lehengas. It's OK to rent them (if the elders are ok with it)
Trust me, when I say that you are never going to use them again. I haven't worn my wedding reception saree or the other sarees, after my wedding day, simply because they were too OTT for any simple event. They were too attention grabbing for any other wedding.
My mom got my five more sarees for the "just in case" functions which also have been worn maybe once in the first year.

3. Leave a decent margin while stitching those pretty blouses.
I regret not doing that. I have bloated enough to not fit in any of my wedding and pre-wedding blouses. A margin will ensure that you can use those blouses for a while (PS: I am on the verge of giving up on those beautiful embroidery work blouses *sheds tears*)

4. Invest on daily wear outfits, footwear and things.
Buy good kurtis, shirts, a few party salwar kameez, light weight sarees.
You are going to be invited for lunches and dinners at many relatives places on both sides, and obviously you won't be wearing your zari or embroidered heavy outfits. These things will come to your rescue

5. Avoid buying make-up that you don't already use.
You will have a make-up artist coming in for your special day and after that I am sure you won't walk around looking like a Christmas tree, three months after the wedding.
I used to read a lot of articles on what-a-bride-must have things. I got myself make-up things that I don't even know how to use, after a year they just got dumped in the thrash.
Buy, what you use now, buy what you think can be used later too

Those are my top five lessons from Your Very Own Drama Wali Aunty

Tuesday, August 1, 2017

#DashTalks My New Tech Blog

Last evening, while Awin and I were going back home, I suggested him this brilliant idea which got ruthlessly shot down
Me: I think I should start a tech blog

Awin: What laptop do you have?

Me: Blue Toshiba laptop. 2008 model. Why?

Awin: Enough said.

CONFESSION: 
I am not tech savvy. I do not know the speed of my internet or the config of my laptop.
Only after I got married to Awin, I have started to read Tech related articles. I am a Bollywood buff, ask me any songs, any link-ups, any airport looks, I can tell you

Tuesday, July 25, 2017

Love Me Like This

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Hold my hand when I feel low
Dance with me even if if you don't know how

Keep me safe, while my demons in my head show
Love me when when I feel ugly, because of a few kilos

Kiss me while I am asleep
Hold my tight, when I weep

Listen to me when I talk my heart out
Sometimes, I might sulk and pout

I don't want you to be the perfect one
I want you to make me feel like I am the only one

Monday, July 17, 2017

CTT: Pollution in India

I have had quite a bit of alone time in the past few weeks, and I have taken a fancy to stand at my balcony and look at the vehicles passing by.

This Sunday, while I was standing in my balcony at say around 8 am, enjoying a cup of coffee,a random thought came into my mind.
I started to count the vehicles that pass by that inside street. 
In 45 minutes, on a lazy Sunday morning, I counted an alarming number for 623 cars.
I wonder, if a side street, can have that much carbon footprints on a Sunday morning, imagine the amount of pollution we create all over the city, and the country.

I had a chat with a friend of mine, and she rightly pointed out that, she felt guilty to travel alone in cabs, which I agree, we might reduce some amount of pollution if we car-pooled,or take the public transport.

We cut trees to make buildings. Then we look for greenery everywhere.
Now, a days people go on "road trips"for a breathe of fresh air because everything around is polluted, air, sky, noise, water, soil. Its painful to think, that our kids, the future of this country will be born, breathing the polluted air.

I wish everyone would do their bit to make India a less polluted place.

Friday, July 7, 2017

#DAshTalks Our Aww Moments

The scene goes like this;

Awin was scheduled to travel for almost a month.

A few weekends back, we were relaxing in our balcony with nicely brewed coffee and our respective laptops.
I was searching for "Best Budget Honeymoon Destinations outside India" for a really close friend of mine.

Awin, had a glance of the screen, and with a very "poor me" tone he asked (trying to sound serious which to totally wasn't)

"I am going away for work and you have already started looking for honeymoon places without me?"

before even I could say anything, I had one look at those eyes & went "Awwwww..."

Monday, July 3, 2017


The 'Anything but Books' Tag

I wasn't tagged by anyone for this post, but it was inspired by Soumya of Life of Leo.
The tag is to answer the below questions and none of the answers should involve books.
I won't say I am a book-worm, but yeah! I do read a lot (meaning one book a week), and my choice of books are normally the chilled out, teen, chic books mostly. I do occasionally enjoy, serious thriller books.

I took up this challenge, only because I loved the questions

Name a cartoon(s) that you love.
I can watch all the cartoons that were showed on Cartoon Network in the 90's and the Disney cartoons too.
My favorite character though is DeeDee from Dexter's Laboratory.



What is your favorite song right now?
I am Bollywood junkie. I love the item numbers and the troll like songs.
Today, being Saturday, this one bhojpuri song has been a ear-worm all day. The song is called "Lipstick" (See video)
Otherwise, this one song is on a repeat mode on my playlist for the last four days 
"Abhi Na jao chod kar"


What is something you love to do that your followers would be surprised by?
I love a clean sparking, organized house. I spend a lot of time decluttering, organizing. I get paranoid and sad if my house is not clean.


What is your favorite unnecessarily specific thing to learn about (this can do with books, I guess)?
Undoubtedly, DRIVING. I have a license, I can start a car and that's about it. 

What is something unusual you know how to do?
I can make craft projects out of almost anything around the house.

Name something you’ve made in the last year (and show us, if you can).
Lampshade with threads, Wind-chimes with newspapers, crocheted bags, Warli art on my book, recycled old earrings


What is your most recent personal project?
Wardrobe and cabinets organizing

Tell us something you think about often (maybe while staring out of windows).
There are few things I have been hoping and wishing would happen, mostly I think about them. Its a bit too personal to be shared on a public platform.

Give us something that’s your favorite, but make it something oddly specific, not like your favorite food, but like your favorite food when you’ve been studying for hours and forgot to eat. Or, you know, something like that.
I love to try new starters every time, my favorite moments are the reactions of my brother and husband when they have them.

I am supposed to tag someone to take this challenge up, but no one is coming to my mind now. 
Anyone, who might read can take this up as your personal project and write a post.

Go on, and share your posts on the comments below.

Friday, June 30, 2017

#Barathon 7/7 Deadly Sin: Envy

I can't imagine him with her, kissing good night
Holding each other tight
With pain in my heart, I pretend to smile
Dear, love of my life, I envy her, for encircling her arms around the world that is mine


This post is written for BAR-A-THON 2017 and my Theme for this year is Seven Deadly Sins


Click here to read the previous Bar-a-Thon posts
June 17th: GluttonyJune 19th: PrideJune 21st: LustJune 23rd: Greed
June 26th: SlothJune 28th: WrathJune 30th: Seven

Wednesday, June 28, 2017

#Barathon 6/7 Deadly Sin; Wrath

When he forcefully entered her
With every thrust
Her tears turned into pain
Her pain turned into sadness
Her sadness turned into anger
When that anger turned into wrath
She pulled the broken glass near by and castrated that psychopath 

This post is written for BAR-A-THON 2017 and my Theme for this year is Seven Deadly Sins

Click here to read the previous Bar-a-Thon posts
June 17th: GluttonyJune 19th: PrideJune 21st: LustJune 23rd: Greed
June 26th: SlothJune 28th: SevenJune 30th: Seven

Monday, June 26, 2017

#barathon 5/7 Deadly Sin: Sloth

He took too many days off
He slacked on the days he worked too.
He was known for being the laziest in the team
During, the time when his company was laying people off
His slothfulness cost him his job 


This post is written for BAR-A-THON 2017 and my Theme for this year is Seven Deadly Sins

Click here to read the previous Bar-a-Thon posts
June 17th: GluttonyJune 19th: PrideJune 21st: LustJune 23rd: Greed
June 26th: SevenJune 28th: SevenJune 30th: Seven

Friday, June 23, 2017

#Barathon 4/7 Deadly Sin: Greed


On the dark night, the knife shined in the moon light
With hate in her heart and fury in her eyes
She lifted the knife and pierced in her sleeping sister's heart
Last words that the sleeping sister heard "This property is mine"
Greed was successful yet again, in tearing another family apart


This post is written for BAR-A-THON 2017 and my Theme for this year is Seven Deadly Sins


Click here to read the previous Bar-a-Thon posts
June 17th: GluttonyJune 19th: PrideJune 21st: LustJune 23rd: Seven
June 26th: SevenJune 28th: SevenJune 30th: Seven

Wednesday, June 21, 2017

#Barathon 3/7 Deadly Sins: Lust


She saw him as her life
He already had a wife
She wanted to wake up beside him every morning
He wanted to sleep with her every night
She lost, he won
Somewhere between heaven and hell, love cried and lust mocked


This post is written for BAR-A-THON 2017 and my Theme for this year is Seven Deadly Sins

Click here to read the previous Bar-a-Thon posts
June 17th: GluttonyJune 19th: PrideJune 21st: SevenJune 23rd: Seven
June 26th: SevenJune 28th: SevenJune 30th: Seven

Monday, June 19, 2017

#Barathon 2/7 Deadly Sins: Pride


The colorful peacock somewhere, was the meanest of them all
It demeaned the crow, and called it names
Far somewhere, during the hunting games
A hunter spotted, a burst of colors
Bang! his rifle hollers
That was the moment, when the peacock and its pride had a downfall




This post is written for BAR-A-THON 2017 and my Theme for this year is Seven Deadly Sins



Click here to read the previous Bar-a-Thon posts
June 17th: Gluttony June 19th: Seven June 21st: Seven June 23rd: Seven
June 26th: Seven June 28th: Seven June 30th: Seven

Saturday, June 17, 2017

#Barathon 1/7 Deadly Sin: Gula (Gluttony)

She had planned to diet from now on
She ate healthy all day
Someone, ordered pizza at work.
She reached for that forbidden piece
"Just one piece" she said

And first deadly sin Gula (gluttony) silently smirked




This post is written for BAR-A-THON 2017 and my Theme for this year is Seven Deadly Sins


Wednesday, June 7, 2017

#DashTalks Touring phone calls

Last evening, while walking down from the shop to our place, this conversation happened.

Me: My friend went on this work tour, last week

Awin: Hmm ok, so?

Me: He used to call his wife every hour because he was missing her and she was feeling lonely.How sweet is that

Me: Whenever you are touring, you should call like that too

Awin: Ok, I will call. Ask your friend to share the wife's number

*That night, this man slept on the couch after eating extra salty, extra spicy food*

Thursday, June 1, 2017

#Barathon Teaser

After the April A to Z Challenge, I was so exhausted that I decided to take a break from writing. Then, a really sweet friend of mine, Maya Mahadevan, tagged me in the Bar-a-Thon Challenge 2017 and I could not stop myself from running back to my blog.

It is just a fortnight challenge and alternate day blogging, just seven posts so guess it gives a breather in between.

I am taking up the theme as Seven Deadly Sins.

June 17th: Sin 1/Seven June 19th: Sin 2/Seven June 21st: Sin 3/Seven
June 23rd: Sin 4/Seven June 26th: Sin 5/Seven June 28th: Sin 6/Seven
June 30th: 7/Seven

Tuesday, May 9, 2017

CTT: Kuch Kuch Hota Hai

An English friend was supposedly very impressed with Kuch Kuch Hota Hai and wanted the consolidated version of it.

Conversation between the English friend, SRK fan friend and me

SRK Fan friend started to rant.

I volenterred to give a consolidated version

Popular Guy (PG) and Ugly Girl (UG) are best friends.
Hot Girl (HG) enters the picture.
PG falls for HG and UG falls for PG. UG realizes this and vanishes.

PG married HG and meanwhile UG turns HG and is engaged to a Brawny Dumb Guy (BDG)
Original HG dies.

Years later, UG turned HG goes to a summer camp, which is also a family reunion for the PG.
PG and UG turned HG meet there. PG now wants this new HG too.
In the end, they get married.

BDG is the loser in the end

Also, the whole fiasco is created by an 8 year old kid of the PG & HG with her horny, dumb grandfather and a screeching grandmother.

English friend: I have to see this movie.

I tried to warn him.

Monday, April 17, 2017

Thursday, April 6, 2017

CTT: #Undertaker

A few days back, WWE wrestler Undertaker announced his retirement. Its been ages that I have stopped following WWE, but it has so much memories attached to it.
I used to watch it, when it was WWF,we had Hulk Hogan, Stone Cold Steve Austin (who for a long time I called Stone Cold Srivastav), Triple H, Dudley boys, The Rock, Chris Jerico, Big Show and so many more. Oh Yeah! How can I forget the favorite among the boys Trish ;-)

I remember buying a particular candy, only because they gave the WWE cards for free and exchanging them with friends LOL


Phew! So much nostalgia already.

Well, back to our man Undertaker.
I loved his entry. The entry music was my ringtone for a long time.
There were so many rumors about him then;

Undertaker is already dead
Undertaker sleeps in a coffin
Undertaker has nine lives and his lives are kept in a pot
Triple H broke 8 of Undertaker's life pots and only one is left.

Life was so simple back then.

With Lots of Love Mr. Undertaker Sir







Friday, March 17, 2017

CTT: Working Moms Vs Stay-At-Home Moms

There have been so many articles and open letters that has come up after Mira Rajput's infamous comment on babies and puppies.

I don't understand something, working mom or stay at home mom is a mom after all. All she wants is the best for her kid and in her own, way she does what she can do best.
Working or not, is the mothers choice, but end result is her child's welfare which I think, the mother knows the best. I don't understand why people are being so judgmental and defensive.

A mom working or not doesn't define how a child grows up to be.
If a working mom gets a relaxing coffee break at work, she is sacrificing the time to be with her child. If a stay at home is getting to be with her child, she is giving up on her relaxing time.
Both moms are sacrificing something, all for only one tiny person, her baby, who is and forever will be special to her.

Working mom and a stay-at-home mom have their own set of responsibilities which they fulfill pretty well. Applause to both category moms.

Why this comparison of who is better?
Every mom is special.
Accept it. Its not a competition

And FYI, puppies are like little babies and demand as much care.

Source

Wednesday, March 15, 2017

CTT: Miss you....Maybe not

"Stay Away From Someone So Much That They Miss You, Not So Much That They Forget You" - Anonymous

This quote so perfectly holds true in my life.

So, the plot goes like this;
We have two office buildings an I have two teams sitting in each building. I split my time between the two offices. When I don't have a meeting in one of the offices; I don't go there, well because the that office gives me this lonely feeling because of its high-walled cubicles.

So, I went to the other office after say; a week and I HAVE BEEN FORGOTTEN

My chair with my name sticker vanished (was found in a conference room)
My LAN cable vanished
Half of my stationery vanished
My team mates forgot that I exist in the office because I am tiny and hidden behind a huge pillar.
My water bottle looked sadly at me

This is heart-breaking. Me thinks me have to make my presence a little obvious here. Maybe I should suddenly break-out into a dance or something.

Friday, March 3, 2017

CTT: Your kid's age

Me: Hey, how old is your baby
Her: He turns 28 months in March
*in my head 12+12+4 = 2 years 4 months*

Dear Parents,

When you tell your kid's age. Say it in years after the kid is 1.
1 year
1 year 3 months
2 years
2 and a half years

Its simpler like that and frankly sounds sane too.

I mean, you never tell your age as 336 months old. Do you?

Sincerely,
People who are not parents.

Saturday, February 25, 2017

11th Second-Birth Day: Gratitude Day

Today is my 11th "birth"day. If I am here, smiling and happy then all the credits go to the people who have supported me for so many years. I am blessed to have a beautiful family and amazing friends.
But, apart of my family and friends, there are a few special people whom I am eternally grateful for, they played a very integral part of who I am; and today on my "second" birth day, I want show my gratitude to them

Dr. Anil Bhatia 
I wouldn't be me, if it wasn't for you. You are, and forever will be my favorite doctor for life. I think its your optimism that rubbed on me and made me confident enough to show my "scary" looking hand and proudly walk in that hospital when others were covering their injuries.
Thank you for everything that you have done for me. You gave me my life back

Subhasis Sir & Prashant Sir
You hired me when I was nothing. I lacked skills, I lacked on experience and still I was hired. I have learnt all what I use on the technical front from you guys. I have learnt 80% of my MS Excel from you.
Thank you for encouraging me to do my Masters and help me complete it too.


Mini Manakame
She was my manager a few months back. She was a mentor to me. An amazing leader for her team. She had this regal air to her. The way she walked, she way she talked. I wanted to be just like her. I wanted to imitate everything she did. I wanted to learn so much from her in that small 10 month stint. She never got angry, always calm. At her position, she really didn't need to accompany us minions for lunch or actually come out of her office and say that she won't join. At that Level, she had no need to ask us minions about our lives, but she cared, she was compassionate towards her team, she dealt every situation so beautifully, be it a team achievement or a team issue, she just knew what to do.  She gave credits to a good job done. she taught me perfection. she taught me little things. she was there to guide me, very supportive every time. 
If I ever I have a team, I want to be like her. I am and will be in awe of her all my life


11 years, and some things just remain with you for life. Now, when I say what happened then, I feel like I am narrating a story. It is a story though, the longest, most influencing chapter in the story of my life. 

Friday, February 17, 2017

CTT: Happy Homecoming

I dropped you there, and saw your car go
I stood there, and looked as far as my eyes could follow
I start counting the days, hours minutes until I see you again from that moment on
I came back to an empty house, and sat on the couch until dawn
Your fragrance lingers everywhere
I may not admit, but so much I care
I feel your touch and miss your smile already
To stay alone, not yet, I am not ready
You are away just for a few days and it feels like ages
If my life were a book, you are its most beautiful pages
I lay alone in that cold bed
All I can think is you, in my head
I scroll down my phone and smile at your pictures
Those videos and all that cuteness
I couldn't sleep a wink, you are coming tonight that I know
I realized I love you so much, much more than I care to show

PC: Charoletteville

Thursday, February 9, 2017

CTT: Teen Mundi Bhoot (Three Headed Witch)

This weekend, we were driving back from somewhere are started talking about ghosts and ghouls, then the topic diverted to beliefs and rumors about ghosts.

Then I told Awin about the "Teen Mundi Bhoot" (The headed witch) rumor that was spreading in our school when I was about 7. (which I am sure many of my friends would remember)

The rumor was that the Teen Mundi Bhoot is a lady with long hair, bloody teeth and red eyes, wears a white gown and floats, knocks the door and eats up all the little kids at home. My brother, then was 3 and I started weeping my heart out saying "I need to go home and save my brother" 

I remember the teachers had to call my parents to pacify me and ensure that my little brother is safe.

Today, when I look back, I feel, even now if there is a "Teen Mundi Bhoot" lurking around to eat my brother, I would still weep and try to save him. (while I was saying this, my eyes got moist, my voice started to quiver)

First time ever, I saw the "Awww" look in my husband's eyes.

Wednesday, January 18, 2017

CTT: Do you mean it?

So, here I am on a weekend, plonked on my balcony swing with nice hot chocolate and a plate of shortbread.


I take a bite of a yummy shortbread, drop a few crumbs on my laptop that has a few social media sites open and very frequently I read people on social media sharing "I would travel and gather memories than gather a huge bank balance"

I wonder, how many of them really mean it.


I mean, honestly I can touch my heart and say, I would rather have a huge bank balance, a nice house of my own and limited travel memories than be broke, on the road and a lot of memories when I am old.

It's a personal opinion though.

Tuesday, January 10, 2017

#Dashtalks Hi House

The situation was like this

Last evening, the husband was supposed to be at work and was coming home late, we spoke about it on the phone a few hours back and I reached home earlier than him.

I unlock the door of my house and enter the house, which was as expected, Dark

Then just for fun I said loud...mind you real loud "Hi House"

And deep inside my master bedroom a muffled sound comes "Hi, You are back"

I was stunned, scared, and was about to shit bricks and run ouy of the house when the husband emerges from the bedroom wrapped in a blanket with a stupid grin on his face "I thought I should come home and work, but I slept"

It was a mixed emotion moment for me - Relief, Anger, Dumb, Scared.

For one full moment, I couldn't trust if that blanket wrapped thing is my husband or some entity, but that stupid grin confirmed that this can't be no ghost. Phew!

I swear to the heaven up above, that never, never ever will I say "Hi House" again in my life

Sunday, January 1, 2017

Hi 2017....Ok Bye 2016

This is the mandatory new year post


Dear 2016, 

I loved you. but I think I would move on.
You were nice and everything. You did give me a lot of memories

But 2017 is giving me more hopes.

Bye....

So that's how we parted ways with 2016

Why did I break-up with 2016?

It was well...nice...yeah that's it.
I grew up a bit. There were few significant decisions in my life. I traveled less than I did in 2015. My friends have got very busy in their lives and we hardly got to catch-up this year. My health was not that good most of the year.
We lost a few people in my country, which was pretty sad

Well, a few good things did happen; I went for a half month long vacation to one of my bucket list destination "Ladakh". I got creative and made some super cute DIY decors for my house and....this year ended too soon.
One really good thing this year was that it did keep up all my resolutions that I had made last year. 

2016 Resolutions

More attention to Rantzz of A Drama Queen: I did write a lot in this blog

One Week One post: I promised myself 48 posts by the end of this year. But, I almost doubled it up. 90 posts in Rantzz of a Drama Queen and 112 posts in my other blog at the end of December 2016 *applause*

But, I think I was over 2016 and he had to go. Well....so long.....

I have been told to make just three resolutions, its easier to remember and to manage so.

Hello 2017 *winks* 

This is our agenda for the year,

* Write a lot in both the blogs: By the end of the year, from May onward, I started writing much lesser than I used to. I just made excuses to not write. This year I am sincerely going to try again. Amen!

Shop Less, Save More: I impulsively shopped way too much in 2016. This year I am going to try hard not to. I have started making amends too, so that looks like a good start for now

Read more books and, complete at least 3  TV series: Last year, I did read but very less. I started seven TV series and completed just two, which is bad.

Now, 2017 I want you to be nice and bring me and my family a lot of good things, great news, plenty of money and a lots of peace of mind.

XOXO
I love you already